What a day... Woke up at 7-ish. Mad time...Reached church at 8:50am... Continued reading A Grief Observed while waiting for Gan to arrive... Pat and Gloria supposed to come but they were late... Quiet time was good.

The worship and sermon today was really good as well... I really felt God's presence... Still confused on whether its because I hunger or because the worship is good. The Tony guy is really annointed. Spoke truths that I didn't realise...The killer part happened near the end of the service. Felt God speaking to me through Tony's wife... I didn't even register what she said... I just broke into tears... over and over again. Whenever she said some truth about God. The tears would come again... After service ended, Lynette called me to come and let Tony's wife pray for me. The words that came from her mouth were like torches that chased away the shadows. I thank God for this reassurance and encouragement. I thank God for His plan for my life. Its so much better than what I would have liked for myself. I thank God for my family who loves me so much... There are so many things to thank God for!!!

I passed her my old handphone battery and a packet of kinder bueno. It used to be her favourite. :-> I wonder whether God wants me to forget her totally. I mean, I think that now I can safely say that I put Him of higher importance then her. Is it enough? Do I have to stop all feelings for her? I still have dreams about her. If I absoutely have to, I will... For Him I will. For now, I still miss her.

After church, we went to Whata Fish to have lunch. I had fish and chips... After that Pat, Gloria and I walked back to church. It was a hot day... :P Had a good teaching session by Stanley during the leaders meeting. The meeting ended around 6-ish... I headed down to Borders again cos I wanted to get a CD... My original intention was to get the Dashboard Confessional album but $23 for 10 songs didn't really appeal to me... Also considering the fact that I have most of the songs on MP3... Saw At the Drive-in also but didn't really appeal much... I finally decided on AudioVent... It cost only $18.

Reached home at 8-ish just in time to have dinner with my family... Watched Manchester United trash West Ham 6-0... Hahaha... Its been a good day. Thank God... Hafta go sleep now. Really haven't had enough sleep the past week.

::: Lyric of the Day :::
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out...

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear.